Cyndaquil Says

Every human comes in all shapes and sizes, everyone has their quirks. For me I hate my body, always have. I feel gross like I wish I was thinner and my stomach smaller. These have been my thoughts since I have been 13 and nothing has changed. I have lost weight over the years but wish it was quicker. I have thrown out so many clothes if I can’t hide my figure. Doesn’t help with your ex picked you up and showed you all the problem areas in his mirrored closet.   I am thankful my current partner is a saint and has been encouraging of my body. He has been teaching me to stop being so mean to myself. Well, I currently go on a daily walk (weather depending) and have been trying to incorporate sit-ups for 30 mins. I also have been eating smaller portions and have been reducing snacks. I guess this is working.   Although, I joined the gym before COVID and that made me feel a lot better, especially my mental state, so when those open I shall be using that to my advantage. The su...

  When you wake up to find the friend you had for 7+ years has blocked you on social media. I mean they ghosted me for a long ass period before this, but I mean I should have known this would happen as they left the chats a months before. I guess blocking is the final straw, harsh way to do this but I have no idea what I did. I was under the impression we were ok when this just stopped. There was no bad blood at all, I guess I was wrong, well, it is over now. Sad to see the friendship fly away but that is what happens humans drift apart after some periods and others come back but that is just life. It does hurt and it is extremely sad to see, but it is ok. It’s just a part of growth.   Well, I have met many new friends within this time, and I am happy I wish the best for my ex-friend in wh atever they do no and in the future.