I Lost My Job

COVID has brought change to the world, we all must change how we function I the day to day world. Payments have switched to card, contactless and electronic payments. All things will be contract-free, such as mail and food deliveries, I like the changes as I hate talking in public, but I do like how clean everything feels now, I feel safer to function especially wearing masks.

Although this year has been a dramatic change feel I have been dealt a bad hand. I mean uni took a hit to how it operates, and the exams were held like timed exams should not be held at home…that time frame just disappears in a second. Now a week to complete an exam does help a lot to ease into it.

But the weirdest thing is each Wednesday in lockdown has brought me pain, I have always gotten bad news. But this Wednesday was worse…I got laid off from my job. I liked the job as I could fit shifts around my uni timetable and work a lot before uni starts. It was hella fun to go in and the people were easy to talk to, I guess I have the experience to take forwards…till hurts though

Now I have no idea what to do next, I still need to hear back uni to see if I can go into Computing Networking. I guess we shall see what the next steps bring.


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