Addicted to Instagram and Other Rambles

 

++++First post of 2021++++

 

Lockdown number infinity woo

 

I have a week off uni, finally, thank you Jesus. I honestly have been spending my time on my phone and on social media. My screen time ranges from 8-9 hours then 4 hours of that is spent on Instagram. I am definitely addicted to that app. I mean I do have three accounts plus all I do is keep watching and reading posts. It is definitely not healthy but fun.

 

But, if I am not on Instagram, I am drawing for the rest of the day. My eyes definitely hate me for drawing 9 hours in one session and an hour break for food. Explains my skin breaking out and feeling tired all the time. I feel so relaxed after nearly breaking in trimester one. Oh boy.

 

* shameless plug = IG: @_blackrosedigitalart* drawing is free therapy for me.

 

Although, I need to get to my gaming backlog. I want to finish Valhalla and max out Tell Me Why. We shall see by Monday!  Then it is back to the grind, hopefully I can find a job...lol in this climate…

 

The rambles of a lockdown student who is finally getting her winter break 

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